Tuesday, August 26, 2008

just another day...

Dear blog,

It seems the only time I come here to talk to you is when I am very upset or depressed about something. Well, I guess it has been good that I havent been on here since February! haha. From now on, instead of filling you in on the past few months, ill just tell you what is going on day by day, ok?

Well, I just got home from class. I've been taking night classes so I can hold a full time job. I really like my job and it pays decent. The past week has been quite stressful though. We have been super busy and it seems like I am starting to lose my temper on the guys. Actually, I just get really pissed off when I have a set schedule of things to take care of but I cant finish them because somebody throws their work on me. It totally throws things off task and that just pisses me off. I kinda got into it with a co-worker today and really didnt expect to ever have that happen. I dont like to be a puppet, I like to do things the way my way and on my pace.; which is usually very fast. I kinda feel like he is starting to throw me around so I guess that caused a bit of tension.

Love life = still nonexistent. I guess I shouldnt even bother with the girls around here. It seems that people talk too much crap for me to get anywhere. bahh..

Garrett has been bugging the crap out of me to move out lately. I really want to but I dont want to be strapped for money every month. Also, Garrett is one shady ass mofo. I think I'll want to kill him in the first month of living with him. I dont think I've ever met somebody that lies sooooo much. I mean damn, I laid it out there and told him that I know when people lie to me. I have like a 6th sense for stuff like that, seriously. So right now I really dont know what to do about the moving situation. I really hate living at home, but the extra money is sooo nice. I guess we'll see..


Well I guess its time to write my paper for my online writing class. I really need to get internet instead of this ghetto ass stealing wireless from my neighbors crap!